Jesus- my everything

Thursday, July 28, 2005.

oh.my.god. the computer is finally fixed.FINALLY.and i finally can go into hotmail and blogger.FINALLY. why is my blog in chinese?that is like so irritating.does the computer also noes that my chinese is so sucky that i have to read chinese even on blogs? 我的天啊! Sigh.E-learning week is FINALLY over.and now this week is going to be over soon.everyday have to sleep at 12am.will die one leh.now dying of lack of sleep. tests sucks.everthing in this week sucks.there is like no sense of drive in me anymore.i dunno why.i dun feel stress.i dun feel happy.i dun feel sad.so wad am i doing everyday? Now i am slogging like mad for the mep report.how to do?it's like so damn difficult to do.i practically forgotten how the piece sounds like.haha.lucky the mep test is going to be short.or else i will die too. Why dun i have time management?Why?Why do other people have and not me?WHY???i dun do my tests well this year adn i lack the drive for studying.studying is a pleasure to me.it is where i can get all the infomation from.i dun study just for the tests i study for the pleasure for it.i love homework.imust face it.i love homework. I am trying to fix myself now.maybe from next week onwards i shall become a whole new person.so love me for what i am now.and dun regret it after i changed into the person i am last year. that's all for now.must concentrate on the mep report.
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