I'm stressed. Red spots are begining to appear on my skin again. This shows that I'm stress! I'm stressed about everything. Results, tests, end of year exams, band, blah blah blah. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY AN E-FLAT! I don't want to play it anymore! I'm scared that I will pull down the clarinet section or even the band! I don't want that to happen. And the worst of all, being scolded by Mr Ng. I was beginning to enjoy my utopia dream of a wonderful world, everything was beautiful and fine. I was optimistic and eager about everything. But why must someone come back into my life, appearing in front of me and destroying all my dreams? I am beginning to hate life. Help me.