Jesus- my everything

Saturday, September 22, 2007.

I'm blogging again!
AH! I miss this blog so much, so much, so much.
And I'm finally back after such a long time. 1 year? I'm not too sure too.

Exams are over, life's becoming so boring, so uninteresting, so dead. and there's still the O level Higher Chinese exam coming up, i really really hope i can score in this one. Maybe an B3? tsktsk, I'm so ambitious!

I HAVE A DREAM. Just like any other person.
Everybody has a dream, don't they? People need dreams to push them forward in life. People need dreams to keep their hearts alive. People need dreams just so that they can live. DREAMS, are such important things, won't you agree?
Well, my dreams are...
-to build my own, personalised SIMS 2 neighbourhood
-to achieve 4 As in A level
-get a scholarship from Singapore Tourism Board
-to go abroad to study Tourism and Hospitality (Switzerland or Hawaii please!)
-to join STB's leisure group and plan many interesting events!
-to have 6 kids! (haha so many)

So in order to make all my dreams come true, I decided to work hard and push myself forward. I am disppointed in myself for this year. I'm disppointed in my character, my attitude towards everything. Why am I so different this year?! I don't hand up homework, I'm so pessimistic about everything, I'm not as cheerful as I am supposed to be, I'm not hardworking like I was in the past... WAIT. STRIKE THAT ALL OFF.
I'm going to be a much better person from now onwards. I must uphold my own personal values. I must be true to myself. I cannot be the selfish human being which everyone claims is normal (for a human being). I shall treat everyone with love and care. I shall serve with all my heart without expecting anyone to serve me back.
I LIVE TO SERVE.
I LIVE TO SEE MY DREAMS COME TRUE.
I LIVE BECAUSE I WANT TO.

So, A Better CHUA YU RU is coming!!
betta watch out!
Blogged @ 4:56 PM