74 calls-- 0 deal

I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm giving up hope. I'm pessimistic.
I don't know what to say.

2nd day of work. And so many terrible, misfortunate things happen.
I looked on the brighter side, it became the darker side.
I looked on the darker side, it became brighter for awhile, and went dark again.
So what's the point of looking at the brighter side of life?
This is crap. Want to buy then buy. I won't force you to buy. No money to buy, then just say no money to buy lah. No need make me so happy for like a few minutes then after that disappoint me.
YOu know what, I hate getting disappointed. I dont' want to be disappointed.
That's why I'm not putting my hopes too high.

SHUCKS.