this year's exams are the worse that i have encountered.
not because they are difficult. (that is what makes it worse)
but because i didnt have the 'drive' in me to work hard.
i slacked the most out of all the exams i have prepared for.
i just didn't want to study.
chem paper was bad.
i did study. i did mug hard for it.
just that i cant remember what i have learnt and understood. mental block?
and it becomes even worse when u are supposed to know the answers yet u cant do them.
i hate myself.
life has become so.... like that.