I don't why i'm feeling rather sad these few days.
Happiness is such a temporarily emotion, that somehow i can't seem to feel it anymore.
School's starting- a new school year- and i want it to start afresh and good.
No more late for lessons and not handing in homework.
No more staring at this person during lectures.
No more of this nonsense. Cause i feel like i'm the world's biggest joke doing that.
Yeah, that's what i'm feeling right now- a big joke.
My mind always seems to wander off on its own. And i dont know what i want to do. everything just seems so confusing and blurry. i wish 2008 didnt have to end. i wish 2009 didnt have to start. there's so many things that i wish for- why none of them come true?
I'm not ready. yet.