After this post, i will go do my MUSIC H3.
JeeHoo says, "Don't avoid." And i shall heed his advice and not advoid things.
It's a good advice, and i realised that i have been avoiding things for a large part of my life.
IT'S TIME TO PUT AN END TO THIS BAD HABIT!



Today's such a LOSER day. Can't belive what a BIG FAT LOSER i am. It's like triple 'L's on the forehead.
I could have reach school on time. I could have. But instead, i reached school two periods like aka 9.15am.
The Loser reasons are:

1. I took bus 30e. I was concentrating on tapping my ez-link card (cause if i didn't tap, i would have to pay lots of money), that i forgotten to press the bell. The back door opened for awhile, and as i was about to get down, it closed. tried to press the bell, BUT IT LAGGED ON ME! and only sound when the bus started to move off. All i could do was to stare out the window, watching the bus driving on the highway, as my left hand held my heavy laptop and my right hand gripping tightly onto the pole. In my heart i was thinking, "all these adults (for i was the only student in the bus) must be thinking what a loser i am."

2. I thought maybe the bus will drop at shenton way, then not so bad. IN THE END, TO MY HORROR, it dropped at....... VIVO CITY AKA HARBOUR FRONT!!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. That is like SUPER FAR FROM MY SCHOOL! wth wth wth. i felt like a loser again. and when i alighted at the bus stop, i really felt like crying. here i am in the middle of nowhere, when i was supposed to be in school having flag raising with the rest of the school. WHY AM I THERE!?!?!?!

3. So i tried to find my way to the mrt. i've never been to that bus stop before, so i didnt know how to get to the mrt station. i walked a one whole big round, and i felt people staring at me wondering why i'm walking there. i continued walking, calling my mum and dad (who didnt pick up their phone when i desperately needed to talk to them), so i called my bro. he picked up. and i started crying and being a crybaby. he wasn't really helpful in helping find the way to the mrt. but at least he talked to me nicely. so wasn't that bad. I went into vivo city. i've been there less than 5 times only! i didnt know how to get to the mrt station! i felt like a loser again.

4. decided to go to the toilet and cry. so locked myself in one cubicle, and did my business at the same time. smsed my classmates. called my njh. tried to console myself. felt better. decided to stay strong. so up i went from the toilet bowl seat and walked out of the toilet (that is after i wash my hands lahh).

5. found the mrt station. in the end, found out that there was a shorter path and i took the longer one instead. no wonder i felt that people were staring at me as if im a gundoo. sighhhh. another loser thing i did. zzzzzzzzz.

6. went into class and it was GP essay writing. told the entire loser story to Mr Tan CB, he sympathised with me and gave me an extra piece of paper. felt like a loser while writing. cause i didnt know what to write.


So... this is a BI FAT LOSER STORY. don't learn from me.