Jesus- my everything

Thursday, March 19, 2009.

PAIN SUPER PAIN!!!
My arms, legs, stomach, ribs hurt.
The worst i have ever encountered. I had to roll off the bed.
Nevermind the pain i'm going through right now, at least I have learned something valuable from that terrifying PT. That is, endurance, focus and team spirit.
The year 5s were definitely more united than us. All of us know this, but we just didnt say out loud.
Am I ashamed of this. Yes, totally. No one is to be blamed. Somehow, we didn't have that chemistry and didnt bother bonding with each other. But we are definitely much bonded than we were last year during the March training camp. Definitely, and i'm sure everyone will agree with me.
Now whenever i feel like giving up, i will think of the people around me, and the consequences of giving up.
This PT has made me look at the bigger picture and stop being so selfish.
I won't just care about myself anymore. I must think for others, their pain and troubles.

I wanted to give up during the stomach thingy... Candice cheered me on. Jiahui, Vanessa and Jedaiah's scolding were encouraging. My body was shaking throughout. I prayed while doing it, I prayed that God will give me strength and help me stay focus. I thank God for his presence. (i definitely wasn't sleeping. i was closing my eyes while praying!) And i'm really glad i didn't give up. felt a sense of achievement. Furthermore, felt good that everybody persevered on for each other. :D

The run was good. Most of us didn;t stop at all! :D Good work guys! The beautiful sunrise was even much so wonderful during the run. God's work of art is perfect. The pink sky and white fluffy clouds-- they are all so beautiful.

All in all, camp was great! Good work planning comm! :D And i'm sure everybody is thankful to the teacher who made it hell for us. I for one appreciate that teacher's committment and effort. We definitely need that standard and branding.
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